It's always a mistake to decide what you're going to do or who you are going to associate with before you determine who you're going to be.
Determining who you are is not a quick fix. It doesn't happen overnight. As a matter of fact, it doesn't happen in two months. I've been processing through this for right around 4 months. And, truth is, the depth of this stuff will constantly be developing.
So take your time, consider what it means to lay this out and determine, without a shadow of a doubt, who you are and who God has molded you to become. These questions aren't established and thoughts put in place so that you can continue to struggle with your identity. Rather, it should help you see how you can be empowered to press on as you discover what passions God has placed in you and shown you who you can be.
"Because of my house that lies in ruins, while each of you busies himself with his own house." - Haggai 1:9