Exhaustion

So, I just sent some resumes off to like 5 different churches and on one of the last I had to send them an email 3 times to get the resume there. I feel like a moron. Either way, I guess they got it.

This has been something that I have done with some hesitation and some dire reliance on the Lord.

These have been the only resumes I have sent out. While others send out 20 and 30 maybe 40 resumes to churches and companies, I feel like perhaps I am not giving enough effort. But, I sit back and say, "Wait, I have to allow the Holy Spirit some room to work here, right?"

I guess what I am saying is that I am being selective in the positions that I am applying and praying that He who guides my path goes before them and readies the right people to pick up my resume and realize that I am the man with the right plan or at least the right idea for their ministry.

I am excited for the future, just not so easy with the process of waiting.

May He give me peace as I continue down His path searching for His righteousness and holiness and Power. Amen.